imagine having someone who only wanted you and didn’t flirt with anyone else and didn’t make you uncertain whether they liked you or not
when your trying to get over someone then they say something really sweet like can u not
im not the type to want to give up… but right now… if i really love you… or care about… how can i even know what love is with such an ugly soul.. i would leave your life… im just a horrible person. i am selfish. i hurt people more than i make them smile. they would be better off without me. im just filled with this intense negativity.. it must be from my roots.. my father.. was pretty messed up.. genetics can play a big factor on mental health so. it must be that or… im just a down right selfish person. all i care about is me, me , me and me. i dont even realize when im being selfish… it just happens inside me… and if i dont get what i want… i just cant deal with it.. i just want everything to be gone. okay… not really. i really love them. but in order for me to not be selfish and hurt others… i might as well just leave, i dont know how.. i dont know where.. but i just want to disappear from everyones life. its the best i can do.
Kirsty Mitchell’s late mother Maureen was an English teacher who spent her life inspiring generations of children with imaginative stories and plays. Following Maureen’s death from a brain tumour in 2008, Kirsty channelled her grief into her passion for photography.
She retreated behind the lens of her camera and created Wonderland, an ethereal fantasy world. The photographic series began as a small summer project but grew into an inspirational creative journey.
‘Real life became a difficult place to deal with, and I found myself retreating further into an alternative existence through the portal of my camera,’ said the artist. (read the rest here).
okay so today I was at the mall and this girl walking in front of me and tripped and fell and instead of helping her up like a normal person would- I decided to make her feel less embarrassed and fall down too
but I guess another guy had the same idea because we fell at the same time
and then another person fell
and suddenly I was lying in the middle of an impromptu fainting mob and a lot of people were shouting
and the girl who’d originally fallen looked so fucking happy